omg i'm so hungryy

so my brother bought a bag of salad, you know, those big bags of lettuce, carrots, egg plants and veggies. i wanted some so i asked him if he bought salad dressing and he said he didnt. wth, who eats salad without the dressing? ughh so plain!! so i searched around the kitchen, and found this really cute bottle labeled ranch. i checked the expiration date and it said "March 08" grosssssss i considered using it too LOL. i opened it to smell it, wasn't that bad but i threw it away. wtf. that was like a year and 7 months ago. then i looked through the fridge and found an Italian dressing that said "best if used by November 08" whatever i was desperate so i used it. omg.. now that i think about it, i want to throw up. it was all thick and gooey when i poured it to my salad. ewww

unbelievable. i hope i don't die from this. and if you don't see me tomorrow.. you'll know what's up.

la la la

i made myself a peanut butter jelly sandwich to bring to school tomorrow. even though i dislike eating P&J sandwiches, i had no choice since my brother finally bought bread. :] i wanted to know how it feels to make your own lunch and bring it to school :]
then mommy bought me a sandwich from Bao Bao Bakery to bring to school tomorrow. i left it on my table. my brother came in and he wanted it. so i told him he could have it. since like i already have something to bring. then he ate it and then i snitched on him. and my mom yelled at him.

haha this is kinda a random post. oh welll. hehe
lalala have a great day!

Bubble Tea Zone

"Hey, can I get a large milk tea slush with pearls, and three waffles"
the lady said okay and while doing my order, she said, "we ran out of bobas, do you want the mini bobas"
"uhh.. no that's fine, can i get lychee instead."
"lychee? okay"
she grabbed a small cup, and i said nooo i want a large. then she went back to get a large cup. i went to sit down.
went back up and i saw my milk tea slush with lychee. and i pouted my lips. :( she's like "wrong order?" and i lied "nah.. my stomach hurts." she's like, "you alright?" and i said.. yeahh and i grabbed my stuff and left. i wanted a lychee slush instead...
my brother came and picked me up. :/
the drink tasted weird.. lOl

boobies and dickies

when guys have sex, they get erections, and their dicks are like 4 inches bigger. but when girls have sex, their boobies stay the same. not fair... i wish girls' boobies can be a cup bigger when they have sex!

haircut

I slept at 4:30 and woke up at 9 cuhs my parents wanted to go eat dimsum. went to the china pearl in quincy and my baby cousin kept crying so I had to take him to the little ball machines thingy. then went back to the restaurant and he wanted more so had to walk back again. it was like a workout haha.
anyway so after eating I went to my local hair salon. lady washed my hair and blow dried it. then she straightened it and I waited for this man named Thanh to cut my hair. I told him I want to keep my length but I want layers starting from below my eyes but I told him I want my hair to be thick. he said that if I want layers, it will be thin. so yeah. while cutting, the lady asked him why my hair color is like that. they think I don't speak vietnamese because I told them I was Chinese. the man said that I dyed it black and then brown and the blackness wouldn't go away. I wanted to correct him by saying my hair is growing out brown now, but didn't want to. haha I giggled when they said that because it was kinda funny. bbut uhh I told him I didn't want it shorter, but he legit chopped all my hair off. sheeshhh
I guess it's okay, I look like a mushroom head but whateevr, ill deal with it.
while walking home, I saw my brother and I asked him where he was going. and he said home so I went in the car. he was like haha I'm going to home depot. wth! tricked me into going with him. he asked where I was going, and I said going home from a haircut and then he's like where are you going to get your haircut, and I said.. uh I just got it? like can he not tell the difference LOL.

what we do at work...

no homo



don't you dare masturbate off this

p.s. this is my 69th post. haha COIWINKIDINK

ahh kill me now :(

today I waited 15 minutes for the shuttle in andrew. it never came. my coworkers were getting driven by my counselor because they were already at vaca. so finally I've decided to walk. omgod it was so frigging sunny. I felt like I couldn't breathe. and my eyes were itchy. I couldn't stop coughing. haha a hot mess, not so pretty. while walking, they called me and asked me where I was. I told them I was walking there. then when I got to super 88, he was like omg you look like you're about to die. no kidding, I was just out there in hell. so mean, at least say I look cute haha cuhs I kinda do. just kidding. but anyway. noone was at 88 so we went around south bay. went to bath and beyond first. then office max. sheesh I told my ex vaca bf that I needed to go to the bank and that we should go our separate ways. he asked me if I really liked him. I said omgosh and left haha. he said so that's a yes? of course I never liked you lol

now I'm in target. 30 more minutes and ill leave. meet them up to go to bubble tea zone. so frigging hot. so much for a food drive, we barely got shit this year. last year, with trung and linda, we got a lotta shit :)
have a good day all

k nvm, I felt kinda lonely and time's going by so slow. so I called them up and we left to bubble teaaaa zone

in about a week from now....

i turn 17!
which means i can watch Rated R movies. no more digging through my bag pretending to look for my license. and then lying to them that i forgot it at home. hehe Cindy would know :]

so yeah hoe, i can watch Rated R movies with you now!! you don't have to sneak me in anymore.. hehe

:(

my baby cousin wanted to watch a scary movie, so my sister put on Jun On II (Grudge 2) the Japanese version. even though i didn't watch it, the sound effects were scary. and there was a scene where this man was hung by the Grudge's hair and the little boy was swinging him around. lollllll wtf. then i went to shower and i had this idea where a person goes to a hair salon and their hair is being washed by another person. then they'll close their eyes and as soon as they open it, the Grudge's face will pop up. so i kinda scared myself and didn't want to close my eyes while shampooing. holy fuck, the shampoo got into the left eye and it stung like a bitch. i had to quickly leave the showers to put some eyedrops. my hair still had conditioner and my body had soap and stuff. omgggg when i put the eyedrops, it stung like a mother. FUCK
i came out, and they were still watching it. so i said fuck you grudge, aint scared of you. and i watched that dumb bitch hiding in the background tryna scare people with her fucking long hair covering one of her eye. UGH

alright I lied lol, I still couldn't overcome my fear :(

Flour and Powdered Sugar

lol fyi, i'm not stupid. Powdered sugar and flour look the same.
can you tell which is which?






should taste everything before you put it into your food lol

but anyway, so today i got out the red line and walked up to take the orange line, and my friggin lunch fell from my bag. it was the American Eagle shopping bag (paper) and like the bottom just ripped right off. LOL everything fell out from my lunchbox. it was so embarrassing. i was reading too! i had to pick everything up and threw it all away. including my purple spoon and my lunch box which i regret now =/ but i wasn't gonna hold them because the lunch box was already oily and stuff. and i didnt have another bag to put them in. =/
i was all sad... loll texted my sister and she brought me her lunch that she packed last night with me. she said she will buy sushi instead. since she works at Northeastern, she came over to where i was and gave it to me. :]

and today i made rice balls for work. it was easy stuff.. lol

im never going to cook again

so my brother got some clams and he cut them up and stuff. told me to make clam strips. so i got the flour, but it was labeled sugar. i thought that my parents probably used that container because they didnt have any other. after putting the flour in, it got really gooey and stuff. and like the flour didnt even stay in the clams. i got so annoyed. i thought it was because there were too much water, so i squeezed the clams so the water could go out. LOL it was so disgusting. my sister came and was like. dude. thats powedered sugar. i was like NO WAYYY. she tasted it and it was sweet. so then i went to get the real flour did the stuff. fried it. and turned out it was sweet. fml.. nobody wanted to eat it :/
that's why i hate cooking. im a failure. lol.
and now my hands smell clammy and fishy!!
be nice, dont say anything mean.

so so this was my weekend

it was pouring on Friday morning. my pants were really wet before i got to class. it was chilly outside too, since my sweater was too small to cover my whole body. lol. we finally learned calculus in class, and it was some hard stuff. :[
after that, i went to work and the van finally picked us up at 1015. we got to houghton's pond, but we didn't want to hike anymore because it was raining. so then they suggested to go to the movies instead. they wanted to watch Ugly Truth. when i got there, i decided to watch Transformers while everyone else wanted to watch Ugly Truth. i didnt really want to watch Transformers because the movie was longer than the other one, and i didnt want them to wait for me. but two guys went to watch it with me. one of them was gonna watch Harry Potter and the other one watched Transformers already. so we bought our tickets and stuff.. and the two boys went to the bathroom. i went into the theater myself and it was pretty crowded there. there was an empty seat near the corner so i sat there. my two coworkers came in and looked for me. i was on the other side and they couldnt see me! they went back out to look for me. i wanted to say their names but i didnt want to scream it out and i didnt have their numbers. lol they came back in and sat together. it's okay, i enjoyed the movie myself. no one to bother me. i didnt want them to bother me. cuhs one of them talk a lot. Transformers was really good, i like it better than the first one lol.
blah blah so after that the van picked us up and i sat next to my little bf. we listened to my Ipod and shared headphones. we listened to Best I Ever Had and he said i was DA FUCKING BEST. loll. Nancy and Emmi wanted to go galleria, so i went with them since my vaca bf tagged along. this other guy tagged along too... the one who wanted to watch the movie with me. ughh anyway it was fun, we went to Fanuel Hall first and then Galleria. haha. my little bf got his Itouch. too bad, i cut him on Friday night because Phi lives right in front of him and she was flirting with him in the chatroom. we had our VACA chatroom. he can suck her nuts lol. he wrote me a poem but later i told him i ripped it up. he also made me and Nancy a frog out of paper but he said mine can jump higher. i told him i drowned it in the toilet. but i still have the letter and the frog. Nancy and I dont want him anymore.





i woke up Saturday morning and my left eye was swollen because a bug bit me. omgg i looked horrible! i calmed it down with ointment and then i met up with Sarah and Nhi to go swimming. then Jennifer came. we had to take a deep end test to swim in the deep end! and it was to swim from the deep end, to the shallow, and then back. omgosh i was so tired and i thought i was gonna drown. omgoodness i was kinda scared too. i didnt know how to tread and i wanted to give up half way. and i was at the deep end. omgosh =/ i suck, havent swam for so long. after we passed, my legs felt so heavy and i was so tired. we wanted to dive tooo. then Cindy came and we tanned lol. well me and Jennifer were already tanning before that haha. laid there with our towels and stuff.
Co came and we waited for Phuong to come so we could leave. finally she did, and turned out she needed some bandaids cuhs she fell. got her some antibiotics. then we went to Galleria, except for Cindy and Jennifer. Cindy went to go eat at Porter's while Jennifer had to go eat with her Japanese classmates.


but Galleria was fun haha, bought a shirt, skirt, and dress. Monica came later and then Co drove us to An Hong in Fields Corner. i had com thit nuong lol.
we left the restaurant and realized that Co left her keys inside. went back, and didn't see them. and we thought she left them in her car, went to the car but it was locked. went back to the restaurant and the man was cleaning up. asked him if he saw any keys and he said no, but then he was like hey there it is. it was hiding under the bowl lol.
then she drove us to her house to play Daddy. Phuong was my partner haha. Co was with Monica and Sarah was with Nhi.
we got 10 points
Sarah and Nhi got 11 points
Co and Monica got 20

Dedicated to my dear brother, Trung

lmao the title sounds all mushy and gay. LOLLL fuck you
haha jk, but omgosh i cant believe he's leaving!! WTFFF like it's the first summer where we can actually hang out hang out and shit. yaknow. since we're a lot older now, 17 and what not. im getting there so hush LOL.
well brother, i hope you have a safe trip there! may god bless you and your family!! and i hope you have fun there, dont worry about us, we won't have too much fun without you. we'll just simply go swimming in a pool, six flags, water country, sneak out to the beach and have a little campfire. just stuffs like that, no biggie. LOLL Jk!! we will do that, but we'll do some stuff when you come back. WRITE ME LETTERS! LOl i want like 10 after you come back!!

you make me sad

I know you've read the message. Why won't you friggin reply.

Asshole.

myyyyy Friday

i started off my morning with a math test. it was on logs and trigs. my goodness. i skipped like two questions and guessed on two others. i get the trig part, but not so much for logs. sigh
after i finished, i left class early, because i didn't want to listen to his lectures lol. left at 8:40, took the bus and got to VACA at 9. i went on the computer and stuff. and read. until it was time to go downstairs. we stayed there til like 10:20 and finally head out to the beach. it was sooooo frigging hot there. the sand was like boiling our feet omgoodness. and the sun was burning us. someone had an umbrella and this girl used it for shades but then she gave it to me. i ended up getting a tan line anyway.
they gave us our checks at the end and said we could leave at 2:30. so i went to galleria after because i needed to get something really quick. left around 4 and went home. i changed and stuff and headed to BB. haha it was fun. we played pool first. there were 8 of us. i was with Warren and we played against Tony J and Donald. Donald was good lol. but we won :]
for the other table, it was Jennifer and Lawrence against Carole and Michael Ly
they took forever to finish a game and we finished two games before they could finish one. LOL
Warren and I won the second game again :] but this time Tony J scratched the ball. oh well, the black ball was the only ball left on the table.
we switched up the teams because the other teams were too slow. so it was me and Michael against Tony J and Lawrence. once again, we won because Tony J scratched the ball lol.
Jennifer was with Warren while Donald was with Carole. Tony and Dustin came later, and they played pool while the others went to bowl. i couldn't bowl because i had to leave at 7, since Brenton was gonna pick me up. Jennifer ended up not going to Fire and Ice because she wanted to stay at Boston Bowl. so the others and Dustin went to bowl while me and Tony Y played photohunt. we sucked in the beginning but after that, we were beasting haha. then i had to go, and Tony Y told me to go with him to his car, and when i got out, Brenton was already outside, and Tony Y gave me these Girl Scout Cookies that i've been craving for. omg he's so sweet! the other day he mentioned them and i told him i wanted them and he said he'll bring me some next time. didnt think he would but he did. lol :]
so then we went to pick up Joey and when we got to Fire and Ice, lady told us to wait 45 minutes. i told Joey to make reservations but he said we won't need it.
we walked around Newburry Street for 30 minutes and came back. waited for another 30 minutes. omg it felt like forever but it was actually okay since Brenton sang and we guessed the song. omg i found my talent. im actually good at guessing songs. well maybe because i like the songs he sang. lmaooo.. and he sang everywhere, and i guessed it. then he was like, "who's that girl that's similar to Michelle Branch.. that song" and im like "is it A Thousand Miles by Vannessa Carlton?" and he was amazed. LMAO he was thinking of that song too!!
but whatever, the food was alright. i guess. so many people's birthday lol... we had to keep singing because they brought the birthday person into the cooking thing.
we left around 10:40 and wanted ice cream but we were stuck in traffic so the ice cream places closed already. and like ... =/ i wanted strawberry cheesecake ice cream...
we wanted to just go to the beach and talk there but it was kinda chilly and i kinda wanted to go home and shower. LOl

over and over again

lunch

i love how my sister packs me lunch every day. i feel like for once she's doing something i'm not aggravated about

studying and stuff

everyday, my sister reminds me to study or read. and she keeps telling me that i'm gonna go to Bunker Hill when i get her mad. i told my brother that i want to go to BC and one of them said, "BH?" and then the other said, "BHCC" like the fuck DAMN. can i get some encouragement? i swear. theyre gonna like jynx it or some shit and ill end up going there. UGH

so that's why i'm going to study. haha study real hard. sigh

i went downstairs to get the SAT books. he goes "what are you doing down here" and i said "getting the books to study"
he said, "Bunker Hill does not require SAT scores" and i said, "now they do."
i added, "all my friends are going there, so that's why i wanna go too"

studying starts today. wish me luck haha

the speaker for my phone doesn't work anymore :( therefore my phone will not ring, my alarm will not go off, and i cannot listen to music. i don't even know how it happened, but i was in bed, and i got a text, and it didn't ring. lol. sucks

on the good note, my face is better now. it's less dry lol
and my cousin Joey asked me to go eat at Fire and Ice with Brenton and I asked Jennifer to come too so it's going to be a cousin-thing lol. so yeah, Friday night they will pick us up and hopefully we will have fun. LOl.

promise me you won't freak out, okay?

Meet Han Mingook

this video's a total lie. i needed a Korean immigrant for my project, so i told him to do this for me. LMAO he's not an immigrant. soooo cute lol

so... what exactly do i do at work?

i work at the Vietnamese American Civic Association (VACA) in Fields Corner. every morning i wake up at 6:20 and leave my house at 6:50 to go to class in Northeastern University for my Bridge to Calculus class. then i leave to catch the number 8 bus in Ruggles, going to Backbay. i work at the Food Bank in Mass Ave as an intern from 10:00 to 12:00. we get our own lockers!! simply take a token, available at the top of the lockers, and then do that twist and turn key thing. haha pretty cool. i work with Emmi, Duong, and Tien. Emmi's a cool girl, we talk while we work so work is less boring. we are each assigned to two categories, for example, cleaning agent and feminine hygiene. we stand before a circular conveyor belt, and there are literally 20 people working around it. so a person loads the items to the belt, and the items go around the belt. so when i see an item that belongs to the feminine hygiene or cleaning agent, i simply remove it from the belt and place it into the box. we don't have to do much lifting haha.
then i go eat lunch with Emmi and Duong around Andrew and right before it hits 12:40, we leave to go back to VACA.

anyway. Tien's such a strict lady. she won't let us do this or that. we can't wear shorts or sandals. but we can wear whatever we want on Friday's. haha Tan is back! but he said he might not work at VACA. he makes the place funner though.

Monday-
10-12 Internship
12-1 travel + lunch
1-2 guest speaker
2- 3:30 work on project

Tuesday-
10-12 Internship
12-1 travel + lunch
1-2 work on project
2- 3:30 gym

Wednesday-
10-12 Internship
12-1 travel + lunch
1-2 guest speaker
2- 3:30 Reading + writing section
we get to read our summer reading books, and write in our journals and no one would get to read it. haha. sometimes people talk too much and i can't focus in reading.

Thursday-
10-12 Internship
12-1 travel + lunch
1- 3:30 project

Friday- field trips
Boston University tour then Charles River
Revere Beach, sand sculpting festival
Hiking at Blue Hills
Freedom Trail
JFK Beach + BBQ
Closing party

for the project, i'm working with Nancy, Emmi and Kim. COOL!
i walk home everyday from work. haha

my diary

sometimes i wonder why i write in diaries. every time i read them back, i get goosebumps. lol. or i never read them over since i get disgusted and stuff. because i write about love.

Good Mornin' Sunshine

so today I woke up at 7 and went for a walk outside. okay I lied, I had a doctor's appointment at 830 and I had to go myself because my parents had work. anyway, it was nice walking outside in the morning, breathing the fresh air. I mean, why do we wake up so late and waste half our day? even if we do wake up a tad bit early, we lay in our beds or simply sit in front of the computer. we should go out and absorb the fresh air before it's polluted by the cars and people. my brother asked me to go jog with him but I couldn't because I had an appointment. I would though. I haven't been out this early in the morning and it felt nice. brings me back some childhood memories. haha

so my doctor told me to take off my flipflops but I still had my clothes on. I wore light clothes because I knew they weren't going to make me wear the robe. and she told me that I am
122.5 lbs
5'5 1/2"
okay.. forced it, i am not that tall. and if that's really my height then i want to grow half an inch so i can round it up and be 5'6... eww so beasty
he also showed me a chart and said I am taller than 70% of girls my age and my weight is 50%
I forgot what he said about my BMI (body mass index) but he said it was good and I am healthy or w/e

he told me that I don't need a shot until 2016 because I got all my childhood shots and I was like holy cows lol. but then he sent me to a lab and a girl took blood from my finger. she did it really fast and it hurted lol. she squuzed out the blood from my ring finger. it bleeded a lot.





then I went yum cha with my aunt and my two oldest brothers. as in eating dim sum. and it was only 9 30. felt great because my day was longer lol. we should hang out at 9 from now on.

but anyway so we got the tofu pudding and the lady brought it to us but her fingers were kinda in the bowl and my brother said, "her fingers are in the bowl." and then I gave him a look because she quickly took it out. and then he said, "oh shoot, I'm so used to doing that in vietnam." haha cuhs you know how back there, they don't understand english and you can say whatever you want.
my brother Can told my other brother Nam to finish the food and then Nam was like, "no you eat it." so then Can picked up his chopsticks to get it and I took it and he grilled at me. lol the hell, don't you hate when people want to eat something but they want to be humble and say, "oh its fine, I don't want it." when they really do.
once again he was like, "why are you so fat now, you weren't like that back then." and I was like I'm not fat. and he said, "look at her lips." the fuck lol.

i think they mean i'm big rather than fat

Capsule Letters

um those are not my fingers. in case you're wondering.

i think it'll be cute if, the love of my life, would give me that. don't know what it is?
watch the video. promise me you'll watch the whole thing. because i had to go through the process of recording it with my camera, uploading it to the computer, and cutting out some parts. and now uploading it here. i didn't record some of the parts, even though they were important. i didn't want the video to be long. and if you were to watch the clip down there, stop the music over >>>

Movie is called, A Millionaire's First Love. really good Korean movie, had me crying a lot.
she has a disease since she was young. it's a must watch.




ahh, he's so sweet.

and if you want to watch it, here's the link:
http://www.mysoju.com/a-millionaires-first-love/

i'll love you if you do

since i haven't updated for awhile...

so what's good with my life?

oh nothing really... spent my whole weekend at home because i didn't want to go out. lolll but i started homework today. and like i had this sheet from National Honor Society, Ms. Tsoutsis gave it to me on Friday and i thought it was a questionnaire sheet.
lol. it had like 7 questions, and for question 4, i had to write on a separate sheet of paper about an event NHS can do for the community. question 5 says to write an idea for the NHS Awareness bulletin board. as displayed in the school. and then question 6 says to make a video, flyer, or a powerpoint presentation that would encourage younger people to aim for NHS.
but seriously, are you kidding me? i don't even know what National Honor Society is other than if you get good grades, you get into it. lol....... whatever..

my sister bought me ChocoPie. wooo
my brothers are coming back tomorrow. kinda excited, i hope they bought me good stuff. lol..
my sister's going to dorm. YAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY i will miss her though, because who's gonna help me with college stuff? =/ BOTTOM LINE WILL :] lol. idk.

but her birthday's coming up. ima get her something this year. lol.

random fact: today's the first day after 3 months that i actually ate home made rice. lol

anyway. i had some random thoughts here and there. but whatever because i dont even know what they are anymore. LOL

what the hell am i saying?
omg i think i'm going crazy. seriously.
i need a break.
give me a fucking break.

excuse my language


oh my god. i am crazy.
fuck me.

thunder thighs

oh no! my legs are getting bigger again =/

blackout

so today i went to ChoCho's to eat with my VACA coworkers and our counselor, Tien. the train ride was like so long, and it was suffocating in there. when i was at Central, i couldn't even breathe, i dont know why. and Phuong kept on talking and i wasn't paying attention to her. because i felt like i was gonna faint. finally, it was Porter's Square station, and when i was walking out, my vision was black. and like i was getting dizzy. i was sweating like crazy too. my forehead and my body. i was scared, i thought i caught the swine flu in the train or something. i held on to Phuong, and she didn't know something was wrong with me. then i got on the long escalator and i held on tight. and i blacked out for like a minute, i can't remember what happened. all i remembered was people behind me saying, "omg is she okay? shouldnt you take her to the hospital?" i was still walking, and holding on to Phuong. Lena held on to my bag so i could take off my jacket. i was really sweaty and they wiped my sweat on my forehead. Tien, Vanna, and Phi walked up the stairs so when we met up with them, they told her that i fainted, and Tien was like, "you did?" LMAO. thanks Tien. when we got outside, omg everything was either black or white. and i could barely see people's faces. it was so blurry. and i was still dizzy. but after awhile i was better. haha they kept asking me if i was okay. and i think Phuong and Lena were freaked out. but thanks to them, i didnt fall down the escalator. damn i wish i was conscious enough to know what happened, cuhs i can't recall banging my head and them dragging me.

but according to Phuong and Lena, while we were going up the escalator, i banged my head to the side and almost fell down the escalator, but they dragged me. and then they said a bunch of people surrounded me. Lena was like, "should we carry her? ill take her legs." LMAO Lena. you're so cute. and she said that when we go back, shes gonna be in front of me so if i fall, she can catch me. LOL and then Phuong said she'll be in the back to pull me. gosh.. treated me like im so weak or something.

i think the reason this happened was because i didnt eat a lot yesterday and i didnt eat breakfast or lunch. i spent the whole day in the room, just watching movies and stuff. and i had a headache. the same thing happened when i got sick. and also it was so hot inside the train.

while we were walking to the place, Phuong was like, "omg your pants are really dirty." and then i turned around to look at it and im like oh shit what happened. then i looked at my Uggs and i was like OH SHIT LOL. and then i looked at Phuong and Lena and they gave me this "yikesssss" face




^ lmao, it looks worse in real life, like i got ran over by a car. Tien said i should keep it because it looks cool. but damn, look at that fine butt. LOL jk





lmao my Uggs

i always imagined myself fainting and then waking up in a hospital and say, "omg what happened, where am i?" lmao and i thought about that when i was dizzy

Oh yeah, Tien treated us today, Thanks Tien :]

DK's re-grandopening?

what am i ever gonna do without Cindy and Trung

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callmepriincesss (4:27:01 AM): lmaoo



adventchild1235 (12:34:53 AM): thats yo friends
adventchild1235 (12:34:56 AM): i'm thru with her
adventchild1235 (12:35:04 AM): i threw myself at her and she didnt respnd
adventchild1235 (12:35:08 AM): so fkkk hrr
l TRU VIET BOi l (12:35:18 AM): she's a tease, i thought you knew,
adventchild1235 (12:35:25 AM): haha i know
adventchild1235 (12:35:27 AM): so am i ;]
l TRU VIET BOi l (12:35:33 AM): not reallyyy
adventchild1235 (12:35:36 AM): -.-
adventchild1235 (12:35:37 AM): fine
l TRU VIET BOi l (12:35:39 AM): youre more of a "im free fuck me"
adventchild1235 (12:35:39 AM): i love her
adventchild1235 (12:35:44 AM): Yeah!
l TRU VIET BOi l (12:35:45 AM): she's more like "oh im free but dont touch me"
adventchild1235 (12:35:48 AM): omg am i lke a book
l TRU VIET BOi l (12:36:06 AM): i think so
l TRU VIET BOi l (12:36:17 AM): ve's like a diary with a lock, youre just an open journal
adventchild1235 (12:36:35 AM): so i am a 2 cent slut
adventchild1235 (12:36:39 AM): and she a high class hore
l TRU VIET BOi l (12:36:53 AM): nahh now thats just looking down on yourself
l TRU VIET BOi l (12:36:54 AM): LOL
adventchild1235 (12:36:58 AM): LOLOLOL
adventchild1235 (12:37:07 AM): more like looking up ;]
l TRU VIET BOi l (12:37:18 AM): youre like a gieshe while she gets escorted

callmepriincesss (4:43:46 AM): the cookies are a lot of coiaresl

misz v e v e (4:43:47 AM): i think ima take pics of what i eat

misz v e v e (4:43:52 AM): coiaresl

misz v e v e (4:43:53 AM): HAHAHHAHAHAHAHA

misz v e v e (4:43:54 AM): omg

misz v e v e (4:43:58 AM): ridiculous typoes

misz v e v e (4:43:59 AM): in the am

callmepriincesss (4:44:08 AM): i scribbled that purposely cause i know you know how to read it

callmepriincesss (4:44:09 AM): LOL

callmepriincesss (4:44:11 AM): nah

callmepriincesss (4:44:15 AM): lolll

misz v e v e (4:44:17 AM): psh nigger

callmepriincesss (4:44:21 AM): legit

callmepriincesss (4:44:21 AM): LMAo

MixPod

hehe i love my new MixPod ITouch

Down there.

like it?

:]

p.s.

can you guys do me a favor.
unfollow me and then follow me again
lol.
there's a point to it

Rash

Happpy Birthday Lawrence

ahhh im so sweet
i know it's tomorrow, but i want to post it today. and what?

Facebook

I Hate Waking Up For School!
4 friends are fans.

Become a Fan

The Beach

8 friends are fans.

Become a Fan

Summer Nights

3 friends are fans.

Become a Fan

I need a vacation!!!

8 friends are fans.

Become a Fan


like seriously? all these facebook fan pages are so GAY. FACEBOOK IS SO GAY NOW. it's becomnig like myspace.

OMG and the frigging quizzes shit. SOOO ANNOYING

there are like SO MANY NEWSFEED THAT I DONT CARE ABOUT. the convos between people. omg.

now i get like 10 million notifications. and i thought i was popular. but it was actually those gay sh*ts. OMG

and the statuses. "blah blah is thinking right now."
YO. I DONT GIVE A SH*T

you old peeps

i'm like hanging around with a bunch of old hags. i need to find people my age.

damn.

zzZ

oh my gad. I keep falling asleep on the bus and train. things that are in motion makes me sleepy.

sigh I wish I have a shoulder to lean on

lol allergies.

when you sneeze three times in a row, it means someone is thinking of you.

today i sneezed three times in a row twice.
oo la la, i wonder who's thinking of me.

my SAT proctor

i took my SAT at BC High, and oh man..
my proctor was fineeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
he was tall, skinny, slightly buffed, and had a sense of humor.
he had a vintage green shirt over a plain white tee. fairly tight dark denim jeans, with a little cut on the back. he wore bright purple Vans.

he teaches Latin at BC High. he's white and he looks 20.

<3

So call me your sugar...

April Vacation

this is like the last vacationnn... :( and today's like the last day.
i'm doing my homework right now.. lol but im getting lazy so yeahhh

so like im trying to remember what i did this vacation. and i couldn't figure out what i did last saturday. BUT THANK GOD i went back to my entries. haha yay for this blogger thing. and my diary. yeah i keep PERSONAL stuff in my diary. lol and i write it out too, because it's more meaningful.

Friday-
went to watch the boys' volleyball game against Madison Park. 3-1 yayyyy
then went to eat with Trung, Phuong, and Simon at Porter's Square

Saturday-
went to Maine to shop

Sunday-
NOTHING REALLY but my baby girl Cindy slept over =]

Monday-
Boston Marathon

Tuesday-
okay.. so we started our MV project. Phuong came over at like 10:20 and Trung came at 11ish. we spent like an hour and a half trying to find the songs and stuff. but then Trung found something we can use. thank god for Trung. LOL. then we left my house around 12ish to go find something to eat. they went to BK but i went to Subway to get my SPICY ITALIAN SUB loll. after that, we had nothing to do so we went over Jennifer's house. Tony, Trang, Jenny and Jenny's bf were over Jennifer's house and they were doing their MV. so we just sat there and played cards. then we left to take the silverline to school. it was raining too. got to school around 4, and so we practiced and stuff. then we scrimmed. after that, Trung, Phuong, Simon and i took the silverline together. and omgggg it was like POURING. we were all wet loll

Wednesday-
Phuong came over at 10ish again, BUT TRUNG WAS LATEE. he woke up at like 11ish loll. we didn't have anything to do so we walked to Bubble Tea Zone to get a drink. me and Phuong got a Che Thai and i got an avocado shake for my sister. Trung came over, and we recorded some stuff. kinda silly but theyre cute stuff LOl. then Co came over and picked us up to go to school. i had to go to the post office near the school so i can send this package for my sister. the line was long and the people were taking forever!! so Co drove them to walgreens and left me there. =/ i was outside, with my fruity sun umbrella, and my shorts and people were looking at me strangely. LOl... i felt lonely and stuff =/ and finally they came back to pick me up. Linda was at the gym already. later on, Derrick came and i practiced with him. he's a little hoe, lol. kept talking shit and stuff, but i know he's just kidding. wahtever. then Co drove us, including Simon, to KFC. i dont know why but i wasnt hungry...... i think it's because something was bothering me so yeah.. but anyway, so let me clear this up.. so when Trung, Phuong, and Co came out, i jumped on Simon and pretended we were making out. LOl.
then Co drove us to Zhi's house, and we were outside in the car, waiting for Simon and Jennifer. it was kinda boring lol, well that's because i wasn't in the mood to do anything. Co looked bored so i talked to her. and she told me that her bf's in the hospital. i was like holy shit, let's goooo see him. the other people wanted to stay, so i went with her. Co didn't know how to get to Boston Medical LOLL. but anyway, we finally found it and i was in the car waiting for her since she parked in the middle of nowhere. i was kinda scared because i didnt know how to drive, like what if a police came over and stuff. i waited there for like half an hour, for some reason i didn't have reception!!. and then Co banged on the window and kinda scared me. but i saw Trung and he was okay. we had to drop off Trung and Phuong's stuffs but we didn't know how to get back to Zhi's house. haha thank god for our technologies, we had two G1's and a blackberry. after that, Trung called me and told us that Co forgot her wristlet, and omg we had to go back there. "Tremont Street" was getting on my nerves because it kept appearing and i wanted to go home because i was soooo tired. but yeah...

Thursday-
i had work today =/ from 12-4
Phuong came over and we did some of the project together. then we left to work. work was alright, but it was kinda cold outside so yeah.. we took the 19 to school, and it like dropped us off at Ruggles. so we took the bus again. then we got to school and stuff. Jennifer came later. Trung left today to go to Canada =/
i totally don't remember what i did. i think i went home after practice...

Friday-
i had to work at 9-2
omgg it was horrible waking up lol. but yeahh... we had a meeting today and it lasted for like 1929339933 hours. lol well like maybe 2, but it felt like forever because they just kept on talking and talking and talking... then me and Phuong went to Downtown. after that, i had to go home because i had to go to my sister's award ceremony. so my brother dropped us off, and he was supposed to come with us but there was no place to park.
anyway, there were a lot of nice people there. they were smart too, BC BU NU MIT Wellesley, Bentley, Browns and stuff like that. all Asians. loll

Saturday-
Simon's birthday, happy birthday to him.
had to wake up at 9 because i had to go volunteer for Boston Shines. i had no idea we had to clean up Fieldscorner, so i wore a skirt. omg.. lol.
anyway, i went over Cindy's house. it was soooooooo hot that day so we left and went to Ct and then Dt. i got my first lychee drink and omggggggggg it was sooooooooooooooo goooooood. LOl
then i went home and showered. Phuong came over and yeah.. we left to go to Fire and Ice. we were kinda late, by about 10 minutes, but everyone was already there.. LOl. the food was kinda ehh.. but we had fun. it was really hot in there though. we took pictures and stuff. it was really nice outside, we walked to Ct, and then Phuong and I walked to Dt. i kinda didnt want to go home because it was really nice outside. but who knows, what if we get raped LOLL jk.

Sunday-
awww today's the last day of VACATION =/
i went to the beach with Phuong. we saw Huy and Ben and also people we didn't want to see there. LOl but i guess it was alright since we talked about stuff. but then it got REALLY windy so we walked to my house. yeahhhhhhhhhhh now im doing homework. =/

OMG it was hard to think about what i did this vacation.. it hurted my brain. =/

Boston Marathon 09

omgggggggg im so tired!! Cindy came to my house around 12, and like we didn't sleep until 3. i had a nice ass dream about this white guy, omgg i was getting close to his body, but my sister's alarm woke me up!! it was like 4:30, omgg and i needed to get ready. Cindy wouldn't wake up until like 5 something.

we left and made it to Backbay around 5:50, and walked to the John Hancock event hall thing. we got our jackets and stuff. it was yellow and blue. we are placed in Ashland (4km) literally in the middle of nowhere.

there were a lot of people cheering, but we were starving and stuff. and like we needed to pee so we asked the police lady and she's like, "good luck with finding a bathroom." so then all three of us went to the football field, and peed there. omgg.. it was so weird.. my first time peeing in public. and like it was kinda disgusting.. lmao

the bus picked us up and OMGGGGGGGgg me and Cindy tried to sleep but the fucking black/spanish people were so loud. constantly screaming. omggggg.

then i went over Cindy's house. we were gonna go eat at Itayos but my brother called and asked if we wanna go ssp. so yeah. while Cindy was showering, i played Blockles with her brother, Peter. Then Albert joined and i was killing them two. shiatt. but Peter's actually nice, tried saving me at times and stuff. and we gangbanged Albert, not that it needs two of us to do so.

my brother told us that he will drive us there at 6, so we went to eat first. we walked to Vinh Sun, omg place suckk. then Albert came later. it was fun i guess, eating with them.

then we went over my house, and my brother drove us to ssp. bought two pair of jeans, went home with Cindy again. watched some vids and stuff, and her brother came and picked her up. here i am now. SOOO TIRED!

from your BFF

Hiiiiiiiiiiiiii my best friend FOREVER.
so i just got to your house. im sleeeping overr tonight. yeee. sitting here just chilling on your laptop while your are knocked out. you wanna sleep early cause we have to volunteer at the boston marathon tomorrow. and i'm gonna sleep later. and your blogspot thing is on. so mind as well leave you a post?(since i wont be able to till the next time i;m back at your house)
welll lets seee. we've known each other for about 3 years now. and honestly it felt like forever. you know a lot about me that most people dont...i hope? lol. or i know you well enough that you..yeah. i know that sometimes i annoy the heck outta you. sorry i'm annoying sometimes. but im glad you can put up with it. hahaa. i love how we could talk so much about so many random things and can relate to one anothers thoughts so well. like when i rant. only you will understand. i love when we talk -----. its funny and gives me mad good laughs. like the curling iron. ahaha still makes me laugh. all our inside jokess.
okay im webcamming with trung right now. and its distracting me from writing this post. so imma just stop. and end it with I LOVE YOU BFF. @LW@y$ aNd 40H3vEa.
i hope tomorrows gonna be a fun day. volunteering. we havent hung out in soo long =(


EFF STRIKER T. its PPADE ;)

-Cindy aka Princess
@1:20am. 4/20/09

my boring SUNDAY

today i woke up at 10, because Tien called me for someone's number. loll.. kinda wanted to sleep til 1, not like i can anyway.. oh welll. i spent my day watching videos and stuff. i helped my mom make food today.. lol

i wrapped all of these :] kinda looks nasty but WHATEVER

no they are not spring rolls. they are "bo bee" LOl idk what they're called.

and then i was looking at these pictures..

lmaooo look at Lawrence





To be honest with you, i didn't really trust him.. LOL jk!! x3


that's righttttttttttt


and of course a picture of me and Cindy. PP ALL DAY EVERYDAY


she's gonna sleep over tonight.. well HOPEFULLY. because we have to go to the Boston Marathon tomorrow. :]

yay vacation?

this morning when i woke up, i realized that things happen for a reason. lol

anyway, my brother wanted to go to Maine to shop and like i told him that i needed to get money from the bank. and like he's ignoring me. like buddy, how am i gonna go without any money.
my brothers are so aggravating. they're always criticizing me. Why'd you wax your eyebrows, you look like a Spanish slut now. Why'd you dye your hair orange, you look like a dumbass. You're so fat now, you should stop eating. Sell you G1 and get an IPhone. LIKE CAN YOU LEAVE ME ALONE? always telling me what to do and shit.
but i do miss how every weekend, we would go to like a restaurants and eat Sushi or stuff like that.

im so grumpy today lol. my sister took my Ipod and she's not coming back til 6 because she has a math program. but like.. what the hell am i going to do in the car... omggggg

while I was walking my brother told me my legs were huge and asked me how did I fit those jeans. and blah blah. then he said he has these french connection jeans that are too tight for him and said I could have them and told me to go customize it. like.. are you serious? I told him he was retarded.. lol

so we went around 12 and got there at 2. its 5 now, and we're waiting in the car for the other people. my brothers are like playing games on their iphones.. and I have nothing to do :( they're fishing with their phones.. lol how gay is that.

in the car, my mom kept telling me to not dye my hair because you can get cancer from dying it too much. its not healthy for your hair anyways so yeah.. I'm not gonna dye it anymore. lol. you guys shouldn't either.

lately, I haven't been eating. like I would eat once a day. I don't know, I'm just not hungry anymore or something or lost my interest in food. food doesn't taste the same anymore.. haha maybe I'm going through a phase

and I told my mom that. I told her that I stopped eating a lot but I'm not losing weight and she laughed and told me how before they were worried about how I never gain and now she thinks that I'm kinda fat around the waist area. and then my brother added how I look like an elephant. I laughed, lol def forced it. i know he's just teasing me..

then we went to Chau Chow City in Chinatown. and like there were a lot of young waiters but they kept looking at me. no lie, I think its because I was the only Asian girl in the restaurant and there weren't much customers so they were sitting around on the table right in front of me. but like everytime I look at them, they smiled at me.. kinda creepy lol. so I took a piece of paper and wrote "I'm 16" and taped it on my forehead. as expected, they stopped looking at me. lol.. jk I didn't do that. its an inside joke LOL

random thought III
i want to have sex with someone who's also a virgin because it's not fair how he's going to take away my virginity and i can't take his.

random thought II

it saddens me how people are so forgetful sometimes..
like how they forget something they did
or never remember anything I say...

surveyy

Do you think you are pregnant?
I look pregnant. Lol.. jk

Do you miss anyone?
yes, who doesn't

When is the last time someone of the opposite sex gave you a hug?
I don’t remember

Was the first person you talked to today male or female?
male

Are you picky about who you give your number to?
yes

You can only drink ONE liquid for the rest of your life, what is it?
water

Is it easy to make you smile?
probably

Have your friends ever randomly stopped by your house?
yes

If you're being extremely quiet what does it mean?
something’s wrong. Lol

Does anyone call you babe?
oh yes, all the time. jk

What was the first thing you thought of this morning?
I need to do homework :[

Is there anyone on your mind right now?
i guess

Is there any food you're craving?
yeahhhhh, a lot actually

Do you wish someone would call or text you right now?
yes

Is there someone that makes you happy every time you see them?
yeahhhhhh

Do you talk in your sleep?
I wouldn’t know, but I doubt it

Have you ever been too drunk to remember a certain night?
I don’t drink

Do you get distracted easily?
sometimes

Are you of legal age?
of course.. more legal than my friends.

How many people are you texting?
just one

Could you go out looking like you do now?
not really..

Does time heal?
I believe so

Are you the type that always tries to fix the situation?
yes

Have you ever kissed someone of the same sex?
yeahh I love girls

Don't you hate guys/girls who try too hard to impress?
yeahhh… who doesn’t

Have you drifted away from anyone lately?
yes, and it makes me sad sometimes :[

What hurts your feelings?
a lot of things

Honestly, do you judge people before you know them?
yes

Do you ever take pointless pictures of yourself?
there is a point

Who do you text the most?
oh you know, there are lots. the important people in my world HAHA

Who do you fight with the most?
my sister

Connection between you and the last person who text messaged you?
friends

Have you ever told someone to their face they were ugly?
yeahh but only when I’m joking

How did you and the person you’re texting become friends?
I don’t know, I guess when he decided to approach me

Is someone on your mind right now?
i guess

Do you currently have feelings for anybody?
jeez, all trying to get personal here

Do you think you've changed over the past year?
not really

Are you currently wanting any body piercings or tattoos?
probably tattoo if it doesn’t ruin my blood LOl

Are you ticklish?
only on certain spots

Has a girl/guy ever called you babe/baby/babydoll?
all the time

What woke you up this morning?
time

Who are your last four texts from?
Derrick

How many hours did you sleep last night?
7 hours

Who was the last person you spoke on the phone for over 5 minutes?
ummmmmmm

Do you like to take walks?
depends on who I’m with

Do you mind being cold?
yeahh? The hell LOl

Do you have a friend of the opposite sex you can talk to?
yes :]

Do you like to text or call more?
depends on who

So far who did you talk to the most today?
Trung

What is the thing you are picked on most about?
how im supposedly slow

What is the closest object to your left foot?
my pillow

What do you like to do when you are alone?
oh you know..

Who are your 2 favorite characters on Full House?
ASIAN FULL HOUSE. RAIN BI AND THAT GIRL

What was the last thing you thought you lost, but ended up finding it?
my shirt

What were you doing at midnight last night?
webcamming with my besties

enjoy my pickcherr


just promise me you won't save it

awww you guys

maybe I am just thinking too much. i read back the note i wrote last night, and lmao, i think it's kinda homo. but if I want change, then maybe I should change myself. but I always thought that since I'm a girl, I had the advantages. I guess not, since I can't be like this and expect everything to go my way. over the years, I have built this wall and I refuse to let anyone in. I may appear to be strong and independent, but really, I'm just the same as everyone else. I am mean to people because I don't know how to communicate with them. i focus too much about the things i don't have so i always forget about the things i do have. maybe i just want attention. who knows. I've always avoided reality and avoid all the problems that bother me.

i read you guy's comments and damn, must admit that was some deep shit. lol i love you guys.

Cindy, i love you so much you don't even know. i do understand that sometimes we get mad at each other for the stupidest things but i always try to avoid all those things because our friendship is more important than those little shits. i mean we have our good and bad stuff and that's what makes us who we are. you're not Cindy if you're always early haha. X3 i know you're always there for me and i will always be there for you too. i love listening to your problems and your rants because i want to help you. i want to make you feel better from all those shits that annoy you. because honestly, i hate seeing you when you're so annoyed with things. it scares me sometimes because i don't know how to approach you or how to talk to you. i don't want to bother you when you are annoyed. but i hope you do understand that whenever you're in a bad situation, and i don't ask you about it, it's when i don't want to bother you and i want you to calm down so i will be able to talk to you after. but i want you to understand that i DO care about the things that are happening in your life. i mean i would love to ask you right there about your problems and sometimes i do try to, so you can feel better. i just want to let you know that you are veryyyyyyy important in my life and that i CANNOT LIVE WITHOUT YOU. i love when we hang out, even though sometimes we do stupid shits but those are the memories that i will NEVER EVER forget. X33

Lawrence, sometimes i feel soo bad for being so mean to you. i mean i take you for granted and i know that. but i hope you know that when you stop bothering me, i kinda miss it. this sounds so homo and as im typing this, it's giving me goosebumps. but im glad i found someone who cares about me and listens to my problems even though i'm such an asshole to you. i want to take this time to apologize to you. i'm so sorry for all those times Lawrence. and i mean this, from the bottom of my heart. and i do try and confront boys about this, but i mean, they never take me seriously. maybe it's my problem? well i guess it is. it's how i act. but what am i gonna do? change myself? i shouldn't even be complaining about this, haha because i know it is my fault and my problem. and i do feel sorry for the guys who actually listen to me, the guys who i take for granted. and you are one of them, and i know you know. thank you Lawrence. you're a very good friend, i don't know how to show my appreciation. i really don't know how to respond to the guys who are soooo nice to me. i'm such a terrible person. I'm very sorry Lawrence.

okay so i lost my momentum in writing this emo shit because Trung's comment kinda made me laugh haha. it's a good thing though. Trung, we've been through SOOOO MUCH. omg and i'm glad we are still friends despite all those people who tried to ruin our relationship. haha i like how you said "youre adventurous and audacious but at the same time sophisticated and reserved." hahaha i don't even know what audacious mean. i guess you're right, my wall is crumbling slowly. i'm feeling so weak. i know boys will always be boys, they are always going to be jerks. what can i do about it? "guys treat you the way they do because you show them you can do anything a guy can do and prove to them you arent just any girly girl with a juicy couture bag." haha omg i love you Trung. i thought that was kind of sweet. i love how you always make me feel good about my life. you're such a good brother, and i don't know what i will do without you. i get sad sometimes too when we don't hang out as much. and i'm glad we are really close now because we can have fun even though we don't do shit. LOL we have bad memories but we also have good ones. and the good ones dominate the bad ones. :] oh jeez, i love you brother! you're one of the ones i cannot live without. IM TELLING THE TRUTH, FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART! you might think that we are not as close as we were before BUT WE ARE! so stop thinking about it because you know i love you. hahahaa no homo

maybe I'll end up like those women with 10 cats in their house, but if that does happen, imma make sure Cindy is going to live with me. or if she has a family, then imma bother her everyday to the point that her husband gets jealous and thinks she's gay :] ohh I love you Cindy haha. I probably won't bother Trung because his wife might hate me and divorce him. LOLL okay I'm forcing it.

i know there are people who loves me in this world. I LOVE YOU GUYS TOOOOOOOOOOOOO and you don't knowww how much you guys mean to me. without you guys, i don't know what i'm going to do. X3333 haha i sound so repetitive, but that's because i mean it. every night before i sleep, i think about all the things that bother me, then i think about all the things that i have and that i should appreciate. i wake up every morning, and i think about you guys. life's too short to think about the bad shits.

i love blogging my problems and my day because i know you guys actually read it and CARE. i love reading the comments because it makes me happy on the inside and i sometimes giggle when i read them. oh you guys..
I love you x infinity