You know how you're let down soo many times, that you get used to it. And eventually, it won't be a surprise and you remind yourself how fucking stupid you were to let it continue.

It's so funny.. he told me he was really emotional.. and I said I wasn't because I would never cry for anyone.
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Hi there! I haven't neglected you, I'm still here. I check up on you when I have the time, you just don't know :] Miss me?