im hungry

i want a spicy italian sub from Subway :(
today Tony gave me girl scout cookies. caramel delite!! it's so good and i want more nowww :(

and then Jonathan gave me some oreos. haha they were crumbled up but still good.

my dream guy

haha he has to be 5-6 inches taller than me. I want to tippytoe kissss hahaha. and he has to be sweet, not too corny. not too lovey dove eitherrr. I want guys who make me want them and who doesn't get boring. I want someone who is a challenge to get. idk but love is like a game to me lol. he can't be too ugly. and I like chinese boys cuhs I think its easier for us to communicate. idk.
I do not like guys who just randomly swear or slip out the word "bitch" idk its just so degrading especially towards women. so that is a biggg turn off. also I don't like guys who smoke and drink. well drinking is fine but not too much. I want a guy who can surprise me everyday with something interesting and I'm not talking about physical stuffs. like a guy who can make me like him more as days go. someone who can compliment me with something new instead of those typical stuffs. loll. he has to be hygienic which means shower everyday and smell like axe or cologne or anything that smells good or has his own unique scent

he has to know how to cook. like sometimes he'll just surprise me with a special dinner with some good desserts. like he can cook any type of food that i like. LMAO. someone who can make cheesecake, tiramisu, cay dan chay, and all those sweet stuffs.

i like boys who are smart in both ways, book and street wise. someone who can talk to ladies and are wanted by them but he only wants me. LOL other girls better back off. lmao.

i cried

today's the day that i cried. lmao. so i started my morning at my cousin's house. because my great uncle passed away and today's the last day to mourn. that's not the reason why i cried though. on the way home, i was eating a bun in the passenger seat, and my brother was driving. then he wanted to do some kungfu on me. and im just like stop you idiot. and then he was being stupid and hit my ear. and then my earring started bleeding and i cried. he said he'll give me 20 bucks but i said FUCK OFF YOU FUCKING BITCH.

and now i want the fucking 20 bucks. mother fucker.

update

so um.............. on Tuesday, i went ice skating after work. it was fun. on Wednesday i had work and then i went to eat at An Hong with my sister and Carman. then we went dt. then on Thursday i went to Uno's for Jennifer's celebration thingy. it was fun i guess. except bitchass Warren was mean to me. but then he said he's just kidding. and he said, "no wonder why no one likes you" like wtf is that man. lol. anyway. today i didnt do much. DID NOTHING? played games all day. played balloono and blockles and then cindy joined. she thinks she's good or some shit. LMAO. i bet she's gonna say, "i AM good." lmao but i guess she wont say that since i already suggested it. lol.. yeah i mentioned you again. LOL no dont feel special and stop laughing. haha. and i know lawrence is reading this too. lmao i only got two readers. needa ask more people to come or some shit. but people were talking about it saying how my blog is private and how they need to be invited to read this. HI CINDY AND LAWRENCE. lmao


and i hate how people dont do shit and they're so frigging lazy. GRRRR.

p.s. i bet Cindy's going to be like "omg sushi" when she sees my blog. lmaoo and she probably wants some.

i love my BEST FRIENDDD

lol... so today i went to ssp with my biffle. we were supposed to go at like 12, but like i woke up at 7ish and couldnt go back to sleep. then at like 8, i started calling her. until finally she picked up at 11. i LITERALLY screamed at the phone, and she said she was gonna get up to get ready. then at like 1, she finally left her house. Supposively. and she finally got to dt at 1 40? lol. well anyway we got to SSP at like 3. shopped. bought two dresses. i like it, haha we are gonna wear it one day. can't wait til summer lmaoo. and then we went to eat at Johnny Rockets. food was kinda nasty but now i want some root beer lol.. and then later we talked to Derrick and his friends. and then left at 7. it was a fun day, i love her lolllll <3>

wow the food looks kinda good.. kinda craving for it now.. lmao

p.s. our own little inside joke "omg you're sooooo meannnnnnnnn" no. don't say that.

YAY FOR VACATION!

so today school went by EXTRA slow, maybe cuhs i was excited to leaveee. school was okay i guesss. other than that, i don't have much homework except history and my research paper.

work was okay, we did our newsletter and then we decided to do something for Valentine's Day. so i wrote people's names on pieces of paper and folded them. whoever we get, we have to make a card for them. i got Vanna, Vanna has Phi, Phi has Nancy, Nancy has Chi Thien, Chi Thien has Phuong, Phuong has Danny, and Danny has me. it was fun, we got to decorate the cards and stuffs.

this is what mine looks like:

lmao can't even spell Valentine

just thought it was kinda cute how he cut and pasted my arms, legs, face, and handbag. LOl

and then we went to Penang. i got the Penang's favorite, forgot what it's called. but it was nasty, smelled like shrimp. it was soup with noodles. and then i got the ABC ice. was alright. but the only thing i like at Penang is the chicken with rice. Pad Thai's okay

Thinking of You

Thinking of You
By Lisa Marie

I thought of you today
But that's nothing new
I thought about you yesterday
and the day before that too
for every day, good or bad you'll always be in my head
I hope you've understood everything i've said
This isn't just a joke or a silly lie
I'd never do anything to make you wanna cry
I'm sorry if i do something to make you really mad
It only comes back and makes me really sad
I really do love you and everything you are
I hope this relationship gets really far
I'll never get you out i simply don't know how
In fact I'm thinking of you right about now
Your everything i need and everything to me
You know exactly who you are and what you want to be
You always make me smile just by being there
I hope you know how much i really do care
I honestly love you
I hope you love me too
This isn't just a stupid game
I really hope you feel the same
Because today tomorrow my whole life through
I will never stop loving you

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OMGOSH I NEED TO DO MY RESEARCH PAPER FOR ELA. BUT IM SO DISTRACTEDD!!

anyways went afterschool for mr. goode to ask for my grade for second term, since he left for like a week and came back when the term was over so he couldnt pass in the grade. showed me i got a C. like wtf. A FUCKING C. and he only had like two quizzes in there with like a couple of classwork. mother fucker.

anyways. i love my co workers. like the other day we went to porter's square and it was soo fun! lmaoo they make me laugh and i love them :] but today we went to An Hong because Allen was nice. he wanted to treat us to pho and said we could have a limit of 15 bucks, and so we got drinks and stuffs too. and then he dared me to eat a chili and gave me $20. i felt bad but then i desperately needed money to pay my phone bill! and to put $30 in my saving each month. started on january lmaoo. and then we went to Danny's house to wait for his dad to come home so he could take the car and drive us home. then im back here, doing my FRIGGING ELA SHIT. and still doing it. signing up for the marathon thing :] yay

just checked snapgrades and i found out i have a C for my biotech final? LIKE WTF??

GRR?

um i got a 100% on my math test and 8/8 on my physics quiz. yay. and then for english, i got 34% and F for my two assignments. one was a pop quiz. lmao. fucking *. then we took a mid term for history. didn't go to piano class cuhs we had the honor assembly. went to work. was quite different this time because we had to go downstairs and work with the "MyTown" people. they were all black. it was really weird because some of them were not educated. we were talking about how we can improve the society and they were saying:
1. lower the penalty years for the juvies
2. less cops around because they always profile check on young people.
3. easier to get a gun

they said good stuffs too but some of them were just like ugh. cuhs this dude said his cousins and best friends are sent away to juvenile for 5 years and he wont tell us the crime but he said it should be less. dude. you have to pay for waht you did..

and then i wanted to get a new phone cuhs my brother came home telling me how like my plan was over, so i could get a new one. walked there cuhs nobody wanted to drive me in the snow. so the man told me that the new phone LG KS 360 is coming out to his store on friday. so i have to go back. while walking home, i slipped and fell and my phone fell out from my jacket. spent friggin 20 minutes trying to find it. i used my hand to like scrape the snow and stuffs. and i was going to give up. like are you serious? how could it happen. and then i looked around again and found there was a kinda X ish on the snow. and then i digged through there and my phone was inside. i was like WOW MOTHER ********. and my hands were really cold. hopefully my day can get better? no school tomorrow please?



Danny was definitely in the girls' bathroom..


lmao my baby cousin has jury duty. he's 2 years old.




my letters from the past. 8th grade to 10th grade



my 09 box. NEW MEMORIES.



SO CUTE!

unproductive sunday

right now i'm just sitting here drinking my tong. my dad gave me a bowl of it to drink and while he was throwing away the trash, i went over to my mom and asked her if she drank the soup yet. she told me no and i told her i would get her some so i gave her mine. then i peeled the tangerine to eat and my dad came back and gave me another one. i dont like drinking soup unless it's good, but i like the sweet one. bird's nest is so good omg. yeen wo tong sui. omg. i wish i can afford it. i dont know why they call it bird's nest. lmao. but i also like shark fin. and the crab soup. i remember awhile ago my aunt would always order the crab soup from chinese restaurant because she knows we like to drink it. i hate how sometimes my parents and her always get the food that we like. it's like we get tired of it. like i liked fish and my mom makes it everyday. well maybe every other day until i got sick of it. lol

today i woke up at like 10ish. then at around 1 i did my history scrap book. it was crap but w/e. then watched some chinese movies and stuffs. laid in bed lol. im thinking about sleeping early because i'm so tired!